Friday, September 3, 2010

Horrific

Day 2: it was horrific. Life has been so fucked up.. Everyday I go to school with a smile on my face. I come home locked up in a room crying my hearts out. When will this end? I've no appetite. I miss you. Wherever I go to, I'm reminded of you. Today after dance, it's just so weird that you're not there waiting for me. I realized we're past tense alr.. When will I stop being like this? The only one that ever talks to me now is not even replying me anymore. I've no true friends.. Who's there for me? When you say you'll be there, something happens, do I even see you? I rlly feel like ending this life alr. It's not worth.. I've still a long way to go.. But I can't stand the pain, the torture.. I miss you alot.. I hope I wasn't even born in this earth. I'm so pathetic.





MIA till end of hols?

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